Monday, September 19, 2016

Nullement ...

Mon coeur n'est nullement encré,
Il va, il vient mais il aime.
Mon coeur quoi que pensé
Sans douleur, saigne tout de même.

Mon coeur n'est nullement étranger.
Il a subit l'amour, il a infligé pareil.
Mon coeur ne s'est jamais gêné.
Sans retenue, il a désiré être désiré pareil.

Mon coeur n'a nullement cédé,
Il a essayé et si souvent échoué.
Mon coeur n'a que trop tenté,
Sans aucun espoir, il a osé aimer.

Mon coeur n'est nullement brisé,
Il a voulu, il a vraiment espéré jadis.
Mon coeur n'a que trop péché,
Sans doute en rêve-t-il encore aujourd'hui.

                                     MissAhdynn

Monday, September 5, 2016

Don't need a man

Standing in front of the mirror
Studying my reflection
And Looking back on
The roads I have traveled.
Were they my steps?
Was I thinking straight?
Or was it just me acting crazy as usual?

Guards up, no one will get through
There's so much I can do by myself
But so little, I know
Independent, I thrive to become.
Objective: Success.
Boy oh boy, am I vulnerable
So many things in such little time.
Despite doubt, fear, I still see the light
I rely on them sometimes, but I wish I didn't.

My heart aches of loneliness at times
The next day it is bright and beautiful
Love?!!
Hmm, it's nothing anymore.
Lust is more significant
Foolishness over marriage
Passion over thinking
Those relatives questions I anticipate,
They will be answered with just a glare.

Can I just be a woman?
A woman who don't need a man.
A man that will stop her from being
The individual she's longing to be.
The flower that is ready to bloom
The star that will shine at night
The laugh that will fluctuate other laughs
The smile that will become contagious

Can I just be a woman
A woman who don't need a man
I don't want to hold secrets
I don't want to wait in vain
I don't want to fall,
Who will catch me?

Can I just be a woman,
A woman who don't need a man
But a woman who wants a companion.