In Love

Am I right?

Am I wrong?

Was I supposed to do that?

Why am I here?

And other questions are what I asked myself so many times

Now I am wondering

Am I sure about it?

It is so ridiculous how I act when people are around and stupid of how I sound when talking

And why it is happening?

It is like nothing is working right

Even the clock is ticking upside down

I found my face to be ugly

And myself to be unoriginal

Or can I say pity and dumb

But that is fine, it is normal

I understand my craziness

It all happens when I am around you

And it is called love

                             ladymyou

So ...

So right now i feel like cursing,
I have a lot on  my mind i feel like saying.
Emotions build up and i feel like screaming.
Can't breathe Can't be i feel like Dying.
The problem is i lack the appropriate vocabulary,
My heart is in pain , my mind won't say i'm sorry.
My heart can't help it, my mind was worried.
I just can't die over something so stupid!
How do you know who's right?
when your mind has the logical answer,
and your heart is in the fight,
with nothing but stubbornness to offer.
when what you want is not meant for you
and what you should do about it is killing you.
So right now i feel like cursing,
But i have no idea what words i should be saying.
I have a lot on my mind i'd like to shout,
But i just can,t make any of it come out.
Emotions build up i should be screaming,
but i keep them inside , painfully slowly drowning.
Can't breathe, can't be, i feel like dying.
i'm to lame to hurt you so i wont do anything;
i'm just going to cry for you,
of all there is to do ...

Now ...

Sun goes up
sun goes down
But when it does you already know
Same place, same time tomorrow
It will be here going over it
All over again, where u had left it

Hope goes up
hopes goes down
But when it does you can't tell
If you'll ever trust again
When you come back from hell
You do not want to go again

Raise me up
Hold me down
But nowadays what others think of us
Is not suppose to matter nor affect us, right
But the growth of our society itself requires of us
That we judge each other to bring out whats best, right ?

Break me up
Let me down
Every now and then , i try to comprehend
What exactly goes throuh the mind behind the veil
Of  those who makes their life's goal to diminish and
To destroy all we are and all we stand for but fail

Turn me up, Bring me down
Hell, turn me on, Turn me off
Ever notice that smile on certain people face
This resignated look on their face
Of when u've reach rock bottom and They are so disappointed
like if it were to get worst , it would be expected

All of this is quite interesting but in the mean time ,
i'd like you to get me some ice cream
That should do the trick, Right now it feels like i'd scream
But my mama told me not to eat and talk at the same time